Isn’t that just the way of things, that when things are at their worst, it’s when you really decide to push into the will of God that true satisfaction and peace starts coming again? I’ve been pretty restless in sleep and mind since the beginning of december. I’d been roleplaying sexually on Shangrila mush for several months, and having the selfsame pangs of loneliness and disconnection as ever before. I had this happen last year- I mean, I’ve had it ever since a wintery second year in high school, where roleplaying just made me feel cold and a little sick, even while it mastered at least a little of the need for a feeling of connection with others.
Let’s be …
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